and here I am on tumblr at quarter to 1 in the am..ugh.
not handling life okay for the next couple days. trying to not focus on the chaos underlying in my mind and trying to focus on the boyf who is graduating college tomorrow.
can’t freakin believe it. all year I’ve known this was coming. but it feels so freaking unreal.
YUP
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I wish my mom would just get here already.
i feel very blah…kind of ignored and pushed aside.
trying not to let those feelings over take me because I know they are just that feelings
not anything major. just feeling exhausted and irritated and nervous.
I wish q and I could just get a place together and fuck everything else.
life would be so much simpler. or even if arbakov and I could just get a place together.
I hate that I have to live with someone else in order to be happy. I want to live with my
mom, she’s like my only family. and its not that I can’t live with her as a person, its just
where she lives. I can’t go home. I don’t want to go home. I shouldn’t go home.
Last summer was a massacre. I want to be here with him, with friends.
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YESSSSSSS VHSSSSSS
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Zac Efron lets Vanessa walk first so people know how amazing she is.
Will Smith does THIS.
gold.
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el oh el oh el oh el oh elll
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roomate & smores <3
Still staying on campus until Saturday for Boo’s graduation and my mom is coming to stay friday night into sat so she can go as well. It all feels too weird,
However I also refuse to let this summer be anything like last summer, so I am willing to
go through with any kind of change and different situation to be happier and healthier.
Currently listening to Demi Lovato and feeling like I can do FUCKING ANYTHING.
I love her and am dying to see her in Hershey..feel like a nerd because no one would go with me :(
But also trying not to get sentimental about my guy best friend moving back to Colorado <3
Im really going to miss this kid, he’s one in a million.
As far as my roommate, GONNA MAKE SURE I see this bitch a million times this summer!
Not driving is the worst! hopefully I get insurance asap and can get on this shit!!!
<3 basically today is amazing minus the humidity and awkwardness all about campus of people leaving :(
Refusing to take the flags down…
and when I do want it , i have to look for it!
omfgggggggg
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THIS SUMMER.
I hope i get time to do this this summer!
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just bought this lil friend on super sale at acme….
ummm I DO NOT HATE IT!
woooh! shockingly wonderful!
